hmmm

"love is a great risk.. a game of winning someone or losing urself..
just when i decided 2 take d chance on winning u,i turned back...
coz u were there doing ur best...








tryin' to win someone else.."

What The Hell.. too bad cursing won't help.

Hahaiz.. saonz.. faeta uie.. This time this week two wrong info's have sprung through my ears.. shit.. first the one that I was courting a girl hmp.. fucking mouths who spread that kind of controversy that really affects the persons involved.. why the hell would you make up stories like that.. "kung wa muy laing mabuhat kun di magbuhat2x ug istorya sa mga taw maypagmuhilom mu. ky kung mahibaw.an tka knsa ka.. hmp." wa gy au anang mga taw nga magpasiugda ug galgal nga istroya uie.

Who wouldn't be surprised when suddenly you hear.. "uie kamo n dw ni kuan" what the fuck? hmp... hope kabaw mu sayup inyong g.pangyawyaw.

a sharp tongue can cut your throat..

I dried my tears and I realized... I deserve somebody.. who would treat me right..

Yup.. its been 15 days since the day she told me all those shitty things.. hmmm do you wanna hear some of what she said?? she said that she was afraid that he might hurt me in the long run.. meanwhile even at that moment i was so hurt in the process.. how could you ask someone to forget his feelings for you just because of some lame excuse.. such as studies.. well im not saying studies shouldn't be proiritized.. but the truth of the matter is how can I be a hindrance of the moment when in the past I wasn't... yup and she was afraid that I might get hurt in the long run... In the long run??? I would not get hurt if you WON't hurt me.. I am really upset with her so much upset.. yeah and later that day... her friend told me that there was this guy who she said that she was being given free lunch and worse SHE said she liked the guy.. And she told her friend that she was "COnsenxa" that just signifies that she did something wrong.. the hell... Is this the reason?? why you were afraid of the long run?. Foolish child.. I don't deserve this kind of shit...

And her birthday came.. yeah.. I had the nerve to give her a gift.. I dont really know why.. and she came to me.. she talked.. and you know what?.. I gave her all my thoughts and how I felt.. she was somehow down or upset.. well thats her choice not mine.. It hurts to be fooled by someone whom you trusted so much.. I really wanted to say this to her.. "Sakit masakpan sah?".. too bad she already left looking down the floor.. hmmmp she said she was sorry.. and I just said.. whats the use of a sorry if the one saying it will never change.. Naa pakay pinky swear pinky swear pagfebruary 23 2009.. tsk2x wa ra d.i 2 nmu... faet.. sakit.. pero I think and I feel I have to move on..

I should not live in a deceiving box that gives me nothing but pain and deceit.. I guess I have nothing more to say to her...

If she wants me to be her friend back.. then she has to earn it.. how can you have a friend that lost your trust for the second time.. I gave you a second chance.. after what you did last december.. but still you wasted it.. a second chance is a very big thing..

Pls.. Grow up! this is not a game that you can play after you lost.. this is not like a song.. that you can replay after you heard it.. bullshit! I just wanna live my life now.. too bad I trusted you too much... I guess you need to fix your self first..

I don't know who to trust anymore.. I wont be stupid for someone any more I even wonder why I tolerated this kind of shit. may be it was love.. but too bad you ruined it all! you made me look like a fool..

I dont wanna love anymore..

I'll just wait for some girl out there that would show me she really loves me.. and not take me for granted.. hope she comes.. I will wait for her to come..

You just lost a friend

My conversation with daot..

BUZZ!!!
PaLoS: ot??
geniveb ariosa: imung stat msg
PaLoS: nanu dae??..
PaLoS: la lng..
PaLoS: mao lng aq n fil hehe
geniveb ariosa: awh..
geniveb ariosa: mao ka.,
geniveb ariosa: hahaiiiz
geniveb ariosa: anyways.. naa uy facebook?
geniveb ariosa: HAHA
geniveb ariosa: murag outdated na keu ka k0g
geniveb ariosa: HAHAHA
PaLoS: i dnt care hehe
PaLoS: i have a new hobby nmn sd
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: wat hobby?
geniveb ariosa: hmp
PaLoS: i dnt wanna b wit d crowd sd
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: unsa kha na aie
geniveb ariosa: kaw hap!
PaLoS: i wana stand out
PaLoS: naa mn qy fb
PaLoS: wa lay update2x hehe
geniveb ariosa: n0h?
geniveb ariosa: pag tsur uie
geniveb ariosa: add ku
geniveb ariosa: nganu wa nmn kay update2?
PaLoS: kapoi hehe
PaLoS: i find it useless hehe
geniveb ariosa: awh noh?
geniveb ariosa: kuyawa
geniveb ariosa: anyways.. watmana ng imung bag.ong h0bby ba?
PaLoS: haha mg.start nqg fighting..
PaLoS: hehe
PaLoS: after prelim
PaLoS: sugot n aq mama
geniveb ariosa: fighting?
geniveb ariosa: unsa man na?!
BUZZ!!!
PaLoS: haha
PaLoS: away2x gd
PaLoS: practical fighting hehe
PaLoS: sugot mn aq mama start q train after prelim
PaLoS: hehe
PaLoS: para gaan feeling permi haha
geniveb ariosa: mao ka
geniveb ariosa: kuyawa xd nmu uie!!
geniveb ariosa: HAHA
geniveb ariosa:
geniveb ariosa: k0g uie..
geniveb ariosa: hmp..
PaLoS: haha
geniveb ariosa: mkalagot |geeh
PaLoS: nc mn ang pain
PaLoS: ang??
PaLoS: wat ang kalagot??
geniveb ariosa: fee|ing nga d mawa
geniveb ariosa: sheeeeet
PaLoS: hmmm
PaLoS: n ben ghpn??
geniveb ariosa: mag cge jud xag balik2 sa akong mind kog
geniveb ariosa: o0
geniveb ariosa: kapuy btaw
geniveb ariosa: bsag di nku tuyu.0n gani
geniveb ariosa: T_T
PaLoS: keep ur self busy..
PaLoS: ug likay sa mga things nga makaparemember niya..
geniveb ariosa: pero after sa pagka BUSY?
geniveb ariosa: cge ko ug likay
PaLoS: thats what i always do
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: pero mura nmn nu0n mao ang mag cge ug haunt nku
PaLoS: nya hangout with other people..(men)
PaLoS: ahhh
PaLoS: naa rmn nag magpa.affect jd ka.. pero It would be easier if you would find the cause of that haunting..
geniveb ariosa: wa ku kbaw unsa ang cause
geniveb ariosa: maybe ky tungod nka realize ku karun ra ngta love nku xa
geniveb ariosa: atakkkkk
geniveb ariosa: grrrrr!
geniveb ariosa: i need a new LOVE
geniveb ariosa: HAHA
geniveb ariosa: pero mahadlok mn gud ku mu take sa risk
geniveb ariosa: ky the feeling is still there\
geniveb ariosa: T_T\
PaLoS: haha ana jd na..
PaLoS: kbw ka unsa iya g.say nq?
geniveb ariosa: unsa man?
PaLoS: kad2 n,ingn q nya about n.yaya nmu
geniveb ariosa: unsa iynag g.ingon?
PaLoS: ana xa u'll get over it in a year..
PaLoS: ngek..
PaLoS: kadugay ba sd..
geniveb ariosa: mao na iynag g.ingon nmu?
PaLoS: uu
geniveb ariosa: ataka uhy
geniveb ariosa: nya unfair lgeh
geniveb ariosa: aku wa pa jud ka GET OVER ntya
geniveb ariosa: *nya
PaLoS: may be he realized first..
geniveb ariosa: dunno uie
geniveb ariosa: T_T
PaLoS: nga,.. he needs to move jd..
geniveb ariosa: nka feel lageh ghapon ku nga kami japun
geniveb ariosa: not unless if mu let go ku
geniveb ariosa: gnahn jud KAAYU ku mu hold on
geniveb ariosa: pero naa man ang damage nku f d ku mu mov one dba?
geniveb ariosa: ky i myself am xur..
geniveb ariosa: nga naa japun xay feeling 4 me
geniveb ariosa: iya lang g.try ug supress
PaLoS: there are three things that always happen in a relationship.. holding on.. letting go.. and moving on.. but naa rana sa taw..
geniveb ariosa: grrrr!
geniveb ariosa: kapuya uie
geniveb ariosa: haaaiz k0g
PaLoS: hmmm
geniveb ariosa: T_T
PaLoS: f iya g supress..
PaLoS: then why is he saying he found someone nga ganahan dw au xa..
PaLoS: kalma lng gd..
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: IDK.
geniveb ariosa: wa xay lain g.say?
geniveb ariosa: tell me daw k0g
PaLoS: wla rmn xa n.ingn sa details..
geniveb ariosa: but?
PaLoS: n ana rmn dw xa happy dw xa.. nya nahan dw au xa sa gurl..
geniveb ariosa: ahhh
geniveb ariosa: paita
geniveb ariosa: HAHA\
geniveb ariosa: ge lng k0g uie
PaLoS: pero you cant blame the guy mn sd gd..
PaLoS: hehe
PaLoS: might as well move on lng sd..
geniveb ariosa: ill keep my promise nlng
geniveb ariosa: 10 years
geniveb ariosa:
geniveb ariosa: 4 him
geniveb ariosa: coz i still luv him
geniveb ariosa: i do
PaLoS: ten years is a long time...
PaLoS: haha
PaLoS: rha r ta..
geniveb ariosa: mao bya ang amung sabot
geniveb ariosa: hehe
geniveb ariosa: after 10 yrs
geniveb ariosa: if d jud xa
geniveb ariosa: oh well
PaLoS: "May be" i'll still stay single in college.
geniveb ariosa: dha nku mangita ug lain
geniveb ariosa: aku xd
PaLoS: what if n d end..
geniveb ariosa: im keeping my promise
PaLoS: he wont come back..
PaLoS: ahh
PaLoS: i get your point
PaLoS: to keep your word..
PaLoS: to show that you really meant what you said b4
geniveb ariosa: yeah
geniveb ariosa: if he dont
geniveb ariosa: ill move on
geniveb ariosa: 10 years
geniveb ariosa: hehe
geniveb ariosa: pero do you find it useless?
PaLoS: hmm
PaLoS: in a little certain point..
PaLoS: ky ten yrs is a very... long time..
geniveb ariosa: so lyk?
geniveb ariosa: wat w0uld you like to suggest?
PaLoS: that is 1/7 of what your acttual life would be..
PaLoS: hmm
PaLoS: sa aq lng?/
PaLoS: hmmm ky mao mn sd aqng buhaton..
PaLoS: kuan..
PaLoS: kip d promise..
PaLoS: until you find a reason to move on..
geniveb ariosa: find a reas0n to move on
geniveb ariosa: hmp..
PaLoS: bsn n that certain span of time..
geniveb ariosa: reasonable xa
PaLoS: you would meet someone..
PaLoS: that is right for you..
geniveb ariosa: hopefully
PaLoS: sayang sd
geniveb ariosa: thankie k0g
geniveb ariosa: are u doin the same thing?
BUZZ!!!
PaLoS: hmmm
PaLoS: may be.
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: mao ka.
geniveb ariosa: hehe
PaLoS: I dont know pa sd
geniveb ariosa: apir k0g
PaLoS: bsta move on nq
geniveb ariosa: anyways..
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: can u post this conversation sa imung blog?
PaLoS: no more shitty things that would bother my mind..
PaLoS: haha
PaLoS: y??
PaLoS: hehe
geniveb ariosa: the whole thing expect my favoe to let you post this
geniveb ariosa: HAHA
geniveb ariosa: *favor
geniveb ariosa: bxtah lng
geniveb ariosa: please?
geniveb ariosa: wa na xd btaw kay entry
PaLoS: hmmm i have a gut feeling... lge
geniveb ariosa: please k0g?
geniveb ariosa: gut feeling?
geniveb ariosa: wat?
geniveb ariosa: i.post hap
geniveb ariosa: HAHAHA
PaLoS: la lng bsn naay mu read nga taw..
geniveb ariosa: ge lng
geniveb ariosa: i.post k0g
geniveb ariosa: thankie
geniveb ariosa: gotta gpo.
geniveb ariosa: *go
PaLoS: hmmm
geniveb ariosa: ill check on that later hap
geniveb ariosa: hihi
PaLoS: bsn maka think to nga taw hap..
geniveb ariosa: lakaw pa ku
PaLoS: bsn imu xa pa readon..
geniveb ariosa: d |geh
geniveb ariosa: ge na k0g
geniveb ariosa: HAHA
geniveb ariosa: buh bye!!
PaLoS: bnty btw
PaLoS: bsta ma read xa..
PaLoS: hmpp
geniveb ariosa:
PaLoS: ewwwwwwwwwwww
PaLoS: dnt kiss me
PaLoS: hahah
PaLoS: aq pa g,reserve sa wedding night
geniveb ariosa: HAHAHAHA
geniveb ariosa: yaxx.
geniveb ariosa: feeler much
PaLoS: nyahaha
PaLoS: sagdi nlng gd
PaLoS: haha
geniveb ariosa: sa cheeks ra na uei
geniveb ariosa: lewls
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